lost in my thoughts

hello!
i'm shreya & i live in beautiful california. i tend to feel lonely very easily. i'm a complicated mess. i dont really share much about myself because i'm scared of others judging me. i daydream quite a bit. i tend to think way too much. i try too hard to please others, when i can't ever please myself. i hope to find happiness in life or in the future, despite the fact that i don't know when that can happen.
i'm on a journey to learn and grow and i hope sometime soon i can accept myself and learn to appreciate being alive.
i am going through recovery from my eating disorder, depression, and self harm after being hospitalized. I will always be here to listen&support you.

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"I find that most people worth knowing are fucked up in some way or another."

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"Lists of books we re-read and books we can’t finish tell more about us than about the relative worth of the books themselves."

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"I like people who have a sense of individuality. I love expression and anything awkward and imperfect, because that’s natural and that’s real."

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"Get scared. It will do you good. Smoke a bit, stare blankly at some ceilings, beat your head against some walls, refuse to see some people, paint and write. Get scared some more. Allow your little mind to do nothing but function. Stay inside, go out - I don’t care what you’ll do; but stay scared as hell. You will never be able to experience everything. So, please, do poetical justice to your soul and simply experience yourself."

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"It’s funny how you can let yourself forget for seconds, how even in the heat of the horrible you can have moments when you fool yourself into thinking it might all be okay."

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